Spring Blossom, Autumn Sorrows

Friday 31 October 2008

sleep darling
dream sweetly
close eyelids
snore softly

breathe deeply
droop head
fell floor
dead

hell hell watch your step dont go down the drain
you slip i fall you kill me fail
dont let me catch you dancing away

she told the story ... 07:54

when Sean went into the ICU room, what he saw scared him.tubes were all inserted into aunt santalia. Sean and his brother Joe went into the room and talked to her. after a few days , aunt santalia felt better and was moved out from the ICU room, much to their relief. they were all very happy for her.
after a few months, aunt santalia was recovering very quickly.
then, another accident happened. there was a sucide in Sean's neighbourhood recently.the victim was a 15 years old girl. the next night,Joe and Sean witness a huge fire.most probably, the fire was burnt for the dead girl.soon, the fire grew so big that it almost touched the tree beside it. someone called the fire engine and it came,with its light shining brightly. it was the 1st time Sean saw a fire engine. he and his siblings took videos and pictures of the fire engine, to remember the 1st time they have ever seen a fire engine.
meanwhile,uncle copperfield and aunt santalia were on good terms once again.

she told the story ... 06:22

have you ever wondered if you had died one day out of sudden without preparing,will you be able to say "i live my life fully! i enjoyed it! i don't regret dying!"? somehow, after i had tried to rethink my past-doings when i was angry, i sort of found out this interesting piece of information. i thought:"will i be able to do that?" i think not. that's when i decided to be a person who could at least try to understand people if i'm angry. i am very sorry, MaMa,as i have hurt you alot of times. Also, after reading one of my friend's compositipon, i found out that if one hurts another with his or her words, the wound would always be there no matter how many times we say sorry to them. that"s when i started to change.By the way, did you notice that life always have things that happen so abnormally, but for some reason we just take it normally for it is not our problem? but in another case, if the happening is shown on television, when we see that scene, most of us will gasp or even cover our eyes. in my case, i wold run to my room and hide under the bed. that is what was happening to me, as i realised one night, and thats what i am going to tell you all about: my amazing life story.i am going to use fake names, of course...
SEAN WOKE UP, and remembered what day it was-chinese new year! he was going to get new hongbaos!moneymoneymoey! but then again,since my relatives are so stingy, i probably would'nt get so much...whatever! today will be a new start of everything! joy of joys! halleluya!
AFTER GOING around collecting hongbaos from his relatives, the whole family dragged their feet home and lied exhausted on the bed.whew! Sean thought. what a day to remember!
AROUND THE MONTH OF june,Sean's school organized the annually school exchange proggramme,which was held overseas, and he was selected to go! before he knew of this joyous news(sry, he does'nt like to leave home), he comforted himself that if he was'nt selected it would be okay as it would be real uncormfortable to live in other people houses. but after he was selected, Sean started to count how much money his parents would have to pay, what was he going to do when he was there or some things like maybe he would not want to go after all.then, his family members urged him to gain this experience."this is a rare chance!" his father told him."don't worry about the money!enjoy yourself!" his mother said. "go lah, got chance also don't want to go!"his siblings urged him. slowly,encouraged by his dearest people,Sean'sconfident grew stronger."yes! i will go!"
AFTER THE exchange proggramme was over, Sean was glad to be back home. he missed every tree, every bird and every cloud of his homeland.he had cried to sleep on his first three nights because he was homesick. although the tourguide showed them alot of buildings and magnificent spectaculars, Sean's mind could not help but think of his family. whenever he tooked his camera out, he tried his outmost best to take as many pictures as he could.whenever he cried silently, his roomate would cormfort him, saying that everything will be fine.when the last day arrived, Sean almost skipped to his place on the airplane. he would be seeing his family members soon!
AFTER SEAN went back to scool, his view of his school changed dramatically. he felt that the school had alot of optimisstic points and that it was alot better than the exchange school.when he was in the exchange school, there was a video shown about our school.when all the pupils from the exchang school saw how much facilities Sean's school head, they all said that they envy him.Sean felt very proud. but of course. all schools have their bad points, even for Sean's. some of them are: the teachers nag too much, the principle talked too much and the schoolwork load kept on increasing.
DURING A GATHERING,even before Sean had gone on the exchange proggramme, Sean and all his relatives met for small talk, a majong session and his cousins play together, it started like everything was just the usual. soon, it was very late into the night and Sean's father was in charged of sending the children home. when Sean was home, he fell asleep once his head had touched the pillow.
THE NEXT MORNING, from the way his parents talked,Sean felt something unusual. he asked his parents about it.At first,they were relunctant, but they soon gave in after Sean's pleading." your uncle copperfield and aunt santalia quarreled over certain issues last night. your uncle stormed off last night, angry, while your aunt fired remarks at his words.i told you what you need to know, so don't push me anymore further,"his mother said when Sean wanted to talk again.
FOR A FEW MONTHS, uncle copperfield and aunt santalia were not on good terms. when Sean returned from the exchange school, Sean was told that his aunt santalia had a sudden attack of a very dangerous disease which could end her life.Sean was shocked.what if she... dies?that was his immediate thought.Sean could not bear another life to end after his pet hamster rukia died. he will feel cold in his heart.when rukia died, it was a feeling he had never felt.rukia was only 2 months old.
AT THE HOSPITAL, Sean and his family visited aunt santalia.uncle copperfield was there to visit her on the night she was admitted to the hospital.that time she was on the verge of death. all the relatives came that night, worried about her condition......

sorry guys but i have to go eat my dinner!i will be back!to write another part of the story and let this computer rest!LOL!

she told the story ... 01:44