Spring Blossom, Autumn Sorrows

Wednesday, 21 January 2009

tittle: CONFUSED
normally, sometimes i want to help a person, like for example, an old man. but then i will have this feeling that i don't like. i did not want to help him. i am so confused. why do i have this feeling. i always reject my thoughts to help them and end up feeling guilty afterwards. am i a coward? i supposed so.i am AFRAID to help them, like it will be an embarressing thing to do. its not like i fear their rejection or comments. its like i don't want to be seen helping an old person. weird huh? do you have that feeling? i think i am abnormal. maybe something has gone wrong since i fell, huh? arghhhh! what do you think of me after you read this ? you may think "oh you are going wrong afterall" or" i always knew you were'nt that person i know", so please write yr comments in the tagboard! no vulgarities or words that hurts, of course...

she told the story ... 02:21

%that's me

Grace_11/1/97_Stressful girl_currently stuck in peps_Hello and have a nice day :)

%Loves

~ Calla Lillies
~ Family and Friends
~ Animals
~ Animania like Naruto
~ BFF
~ & kisses

%Hatred

~ Calla Lillies
~ Some people [If you can even call them human]
~ Barney the purple dinosaur
~ Betrayers
~ Back-stabbers
~ & Idiots P.S no offence

%Music

Cravings
~ i want a life
~ go to the Bermuda triangle when i want to die
~ find my true love when i am in university
~ Forget about stress